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} JEANNE ♥

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Date ; Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Time ; 10:54 PM
Title ;

Can you please don't give up on me, please?

I'm here to thank Mr Alvin Peh and other teachers who actually supported me to retain.

I thank them for their singature and comment.

But I'm going to ITE although the school already gave me a class - 4N2.

I've made this decision myself, nobody force me.

Its going to be another big hurdle for me.

I hereby apologise to all teachers for being mischevious in class, etc.

Mr Alvin Peh send me this:

Suddenly I feel sad that I will not see you again.

Be strong in whatever you do.

Takecare.

This message is specially for my cliques :

Because of some reasons, my parents won't be letting me going out with you guys anymore.

We'll be meeting less often than expected.

But I seriously hope that, you guys will have me in your heart no matter what.

Regardless of any other reasons that would separate us.

Please bear in mind, I'm still Jeanne, you are still yourself,

I'll never change my heart to other people.

I'll never join other cliques.

You girls better do the same thing, ha...

I'm quite sad that I won't be able to go countdown with you guys.

Even though this is our last year together.

Now, we could only contact through phone.

We gossip, cheer, laugh, bully, angry, sad, happy, etc.

We do everything together like forever, nothing can stop us.

We are bigger than anyone else in school.

Now we won't be able to quarrel with teachers anymore.

Won't be able to go toilet together.

Won't be helping each other to buy drinks.

Won't be asking each other what to eat.

Won't be going to "scissors" anymore.

Won't be singing in class during recess anymore.

Remember ah, you girls still owe me my hairband.

Please return to me asap, xiexie.

BYE, TO ALL OF YOU.

Goodluck and all the best.

I really love you girls.

You girls are really part of my life already.

I wish I can hug you all, for the last time.

2009 is going to end soon.

Please welcome 2010 together inside our heart.

Once again, I love you girls, 4eva.

Simei ITE College East, I'm coming.

Date ; Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Time ; 10:34 PM
Title ;

4N2 in Yuying or Simei ITE ?

If I retain, it will be for the sake of my parents.

If I go ITE, my parents will 对我死.

They won't let me go out, they will change my line to prepaid card, go home after sch, etc.

My life is going to be damn miserable, even now. Everyday, i get scolding and nagging.

But I seriously think that I will hate school if I retain. I hate attire check and everything.

I hate to think of "N Levels is coming, N Levels is coming".

I hate to sit in the examination hall. All I hate, I hate all.

Parents will never know how I feel, but they only understand the fact that

"Everybody in Singaore needs a O Level cert."

I want to move on, not stay.

First day when I reached KL, went to hotel to check in and leave our lugguage at the concierge.

Straight to shopping @ Mid Valley then Sungei Wang, till evening.

Went back to hotel cabin, room was damn big but not as high class.

Order food, had our dinner, went to walk walk around the hotel.

Bath, mask, sleeeeeep.

Second day, woke up early in the morning, had our buffet breakfast.

And shuttle bus to Sunway Lagoon there, the big big shopping mall.

After that, back to hotal cabin to put our things and back to shopping at Time Square.

Then back to hotel to pack up my lugguage, order some sandwiches.

Then left to KLIA(Kuala Lumpur International Airport)

My aunt send me till there. After I check in everything.

I sit down there waiting for the plane to get ready, quite boring. -.-

Reached Singapore at Terminal 2.

Then I saw my parents and brother waving to me till most forget about my lugguage.

YAY, I'VE REACHED SINGAPORE SAFELY MYSELFF, hehehe LOLLOL.

Date ; Saturday, December 26, 2009
Time ; 12:10 AM
Title ;

Yesterday my house was really a havoc .

Its the first time we are all celebrating together, eating cakes, etc.

Then left Jesslyn and Derrick. Order mac, as usual.

Then chat chat till sleep. Morning 10am Jesslyn went home.

Continue sleeping.... Till 2,3plus. Went to Changi Beach for gathering with relatives.

Then now at cousin house.

Derrick is still here, LOL.

Christmas Day over. ):

Oh yeah, going KL this Sunday morning with aunty.

Monday coming back myself, alone.

My very first experince :D

Date ; Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Time ; 3:02 PM
Title ;

Hi all, I'm so shag nowadays till I finally make a decision which is to repeat my Sec4NA.

But sadly, today Miss Lim called me, saying that I'll have to drop my F&N next year as there's no class, no teachers. So now, I really don't know what to do anymore.

I went to school in the morning looking for teachers to sign and comment on me.

Now, is was like wasted. If i repeat, I really need my F&N.

School is not even giving me chance to take POA.

I can't give up on F&N cause I know for my Combine Humans is a confirm fail,

as I've never pass before, not even once. Take it as "i've already drop my combine humans"

I really can't drop F&N. You know how sad I was that I almost burst into tears ?

I've gotta be strong to let my parents see, Yes I can do it, even without F&N.

But no, i can't, i really can't.

Just hope that I transfer school or something....

Whats now .......?

Date ; Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Time ; 1:20 AM
Title ;

Me, die, also, want, OFFICE.

Bishan ITE is good if taking Office, but Simei ITE is bigger.

My Dad say is kampua big, i'll be wasting my time walking to my class next time.

Should I even consider Aerospace ?

You will see "wen rou" de Jeanne fixing aeroplane next time. LOL

Fucked up but still ; i lurve euu .

Date ; Sunday, December 20, 2009
Time ; 11:58 AM
Title ;

在也没有以后的我们了。

在也没有机会一起读书了。

Yesterday ton,

Today also maybe cause Liying, Jesslyn and Joanne are here now playing cards.

Met them @ Compass Point.

Had Swensens for dinner, then bought a small slice of cake for Jesslyn.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYN.

NC16 movies for you, like finally. December birthday^^

Once again, I wouldn't dare to invest so much ,

Those days were fake, just a dream, nothing's real, alright - BYE .

i was touched when i saw the wallpaper on his phone.

Date ; Friday, December 18, 2009
Time ; 10:10 PM
Title ;

HELLO. My result is very idiot ok^^

English & Math + Best 3 subject less than 19points to go Sec 5.

I got that fucking 20points. Tmd shagz.

Who needs extra point? I can give it to you....

Under Promote, Repeat and ITE.

I'm the one who is under "Repeat"

So now, will see what Dad wants me to do.

I'll either repeat Sec 4 or ITE.

We had this agreement that if anyone of us promote to Sec5, will have to treat us eat.

Now, Liying have to treat us all eat.

She cried, not because she did well and get promoted.

But is because nobody in our clique gets promoted and she's the only one.

She don't wanna be separated from us.

This is an example of a true friend.

Specially for Tammy Tan Li Ying from Sec 4G of Yuying Secondary School.

You've to walk the Sec5 road yourself because Jeanne, Jesslyn, Joanne and Jay will not be with you anymore.

Haha, next time you will be the one driving car, fetch us all go out.

Don't miss us too much, you must remember Jeanne Goh will always love you.

Maybe without us, you can study even better next year for your O's :D

Next year when you are bored during recess, call me, I will entertain you. :)

CHEER UP AH YING.

Don't cry baby Ying, accept the fact.

You are taking your O Level next year :)

Date ; Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Time ; 12:27 PM
Title ;

I just need..............

(to be continued @ onsugar.)

I swear, I'm going to change to another person.

I swear, If there's anything, I won't speak up to anybody.

I swear, I'm going to keep everything to myself.

I swear, I won't get help from friends anymore.

I swear, everything's gonna be different.

Its going to be the biggest blow to me, I swear.

I bloody, fucking, swear hard.

Bye, Earth.

Date ; Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Time ; 12:13 PM
Title ;

Hello. Joanne came to look for me yesterday midnight, then Zhengyi, then Derrick.

Order mac, as usual^^ Then Zhengyi went home at 6am.

Joanne and Derrick still sleeping.

Hahaa, anyway my good good father bought them chicken rice. LOL

Working later, come find me slack ley !

byebye massage chair and organ, miss you^^

Date ; Monday, December 14, 2009
Time ; 2:59 PM
Title ;

When he leaves me alone, I felt that we were both like a total stangers^^

I can't accept the fact that........................... so we'll never be together, i guess ?

Won't invest too much on him especially.

He ignores me when he's happy.

He text me when he's happy.

He can do anything that he wants to, but the fact never change - I will still reply him.

My question to him is simple, What am I to you ?

The answer will forever be, "Nothing."

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Suppose to be going out with them today, but .... sigh.

Do you know how shag I am feeling now ?

Fuck.

Date ; Sunday, December 13, 2009
Time ; 6:12 PM
Title ;

Yesterday was out from morning till midnight 3.

Work > Basketball court > Supper > Walk to Eugene Lius's house but he was already sleeping :/

> Then home.

Today

Work > Lunch > Home > Nap > Blogging.

So, i was asking myself - How long can we message ?

A week or less than a week ?

Also not the first time, LOL

So if you don't care, why must I ?

Date ; Tuesday, December 08, 2009
Time ; 11:26 PM
Title ;

Its useless to say so much now.....

I fcking hate you(TanD).

I was so afraid till, I called Joanne, Liying and message my cousin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ICE CREAM UNCLE.

Date ; Monday, December 07, 2009
Time ; 9:28 AM
Title ;

Stop messaging me and also don't even wait for me at tuition centre there PLEASE PLEASE.

Whether I'm going tomorrow or not is none of your business.

CAN YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE ?

STOP SCARING ME PLEASE.

You think I like to reply you ?

Just to shoo you away only if not you won't let me go, right ?

Who was there to save me ? No one.......

How can i really shoo him ? Nothing......

Who can really help ? Nobody......

Stop calling my friends to ask about me PLEASE.

Don't even bother to message me about this post, PLEASE

just leave me fucking alone.

TODAY:

Kbox > Steamboat
with CLIQUES. <3

photos with Joanne and Jesslyn.

Lastly,

I'm fucking stress.

Date ; Sunday, December 06, 2009
Time ; 11:31 PM
Title ;

Firstly, you are one out of the three giving me problems after breakup.

Secondly, you are one out of three making me feel that I was the one who contribute to sms.

Lastly, you are one out of the three making me feel secure and yet, the most dissapointed.

this is tmd shag

Chalet photos please go to Yanhao's blog.

Can't upload still, _l_.

MUST GO SEE AH.

Anyway, love them many <3.

Date ;
Time ; 1:39 AM
Title ;

Work, chalet, work, chalet....

Was quite fun for the first night. Played games.

Second night abit boring for me. Cause I'm working in the morning at 8.30am so i left at 4am, cabbed home.

Xiexie you for accompanying me.

Tomorrow Sunday, Gonna work in the morning again and Monday off. :)

Xin ku duo yi tian, jiayou.

On the 4th,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIHAN :)

Date ; Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Time ; 11:23 PM
Title ;

UPDATED .

Date ;
Time ; 2:18 AM
Title ;

I really hope you can stop bothering me.

I can say for a thousand, or a million time, but you wouldn't care.

I am very sick of you. Why can't you try to understand me or put yourself in my shoe ?

All those long messages is really nothing.

Stop telling me how you feel. I don't want to know.

Don 't tell me how xinku you are, cause you won't understand how I am feeling right now !

Really really please stop all your nonsense, you'll only make me hate you more.

Don't say how bad I am cause I really want to stop contacting you.

You can tell me how frustrated you are, I am also.

You are frustrated because I ignore you.

I am frustrated because you keep contactng me.

You know how scared I was ? I'm so afraid that you would haunt me.

Waiting for me at staircase, calling me.

I want to enjoy my life, my own life.

Not a life with a man haunting me.

For how long have you break ? You till think that you got chance.

I told you many times before, NO.

I feel that this world is so scary.

GOODNIGHT BITCH

Date ; Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Time ; 12:10 PM
Title ;

Flight was delay last night, and I reached home at going to 10pm.

Stay at a 5star hotel. :D

Shop, shop and shop. At least I only bought a bag, shirt and shawl.

Went to the Theme Park there.

Time was vey limited only. So, can't really finish the whole shopping mall there.

KL airport is abit @@@@@@

Can't upload photos, _l_

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I hereby apologise to all teachers for being mischevious in class, etc. Mr Alvin Peh send me this: Suddenly I feel sad that I will not see you again. Be strong in whatever you do. Takecare. This message is specially for my cliques : Because of some reasons, my parents won't be letting me going out with you guys anymore. We'll be meeting less often than expected. But I seriously hope that, you guys will have me in your heart no matter what. Regardless of any other reasons that would separate us. Please bear in mind, I'm still Jeanne, you are still yourself, I'll never change my heart to other people. I'll never join other cliques. You girls better do the same thing, ha... I'm quite sad that I won't be able to go countdown with you guys. Even though this is our last year together. Now, we could only contact through phone. We gossip, cheer, laugh, bully, angry, sad, happy, etc. We do everything together like forever, nothing can stop us. We are bigger than anyone else in school. Now we won't be able to quarrel with teachers anymore. Won't be able to go toilet together. Won't be helping each other to buy drinks. Won't be asking each other what to eat. Won't be going to "scissors" anymore. Won't be singing in class during recess anymore. Remember ah, you girls still owe me my hairband. Please return to me asap, xiexie. BYE, TO ALL OF YOU. Goodluck and all the best. I really love you girls. You girls are really part of my life already. I wish I can hug you all, for the last time. 2009 is going to end soon. Please welcome 2010 together inside our heart. Once again, I love you girls, 4eva. Simei ITE College East, I'm coming. Date ; Tuesday, December 29, 2009 Time ; 10:34 PM Title ; 4N2 in Yuying or Simei ITE ? If I retain, it will be for the sake of my parents. If I go ITE, my parents will 对我死. They won't let me go out, they will change my line to prepaid card, go home after sch, etc. My life is going to be damn miserable, even now. Everyday, i get scolding and nagging. But I seriously think that I will hate school if I retain. I hate attire check and everything. I hate to think of "N Levels is coming, N Levels is coming". I hate to sit in the examination hall. All I hate, I hate all. Parents will never know how I feel, but they only understand the fact that "Everybody in Singaore needs a O Level cert." I want to move on, not stay. First day when I reached KL, went to hotel to check in and leave our lugguage at the concierge. Straight to shopping @ Mid Valley then Sungei Wang, till evening. Went back to hotel cabin, room was damn big but not as high class. Order food, had our dinner, went to walk walk around the hotel. Bath, mask, sleeeeeep. Second day, woke up early in the morning, had our buffet breakfast. And shuttle bus to Sunway Lagoon there, the big big shopping mall. After that, back to hotal cabin to put our things and back to shopping at Time Square. Then back to hotel to pack up my lugguage, order some sandwiches. Then left to KLIA(Kuala Lumpur International Airport) My aunt send me till there. After I check in everything. I sit down there waiting for the plane to get ready, quite boring. -.- Reached Singapore at Terminal 2. Then I saw my parents and brother waving to me till most forget about my lugguage. YAY, I'VE REACHED SINGAPORE SAFELY MYSELFF, hehehe LOLLOL. Date ; Saturday, December 26, 2009 Time ; 12:10 AM Title ; Yesterday my house was really a havoc . Its the first time we are all celebrating together, eating cakes, etc. Then left Jesslyn and Derrick. Order mac, as usual. Then chat chat till sleep. Morning 10am Jesslyn went home. Continue sleeping.... Till 2,3plus. Went to Changi Beach for gathering with relatives. Then now at cousin house. Derrick is still here, LOL. Christmas Day over. ): Oh yeah, going KL this Sunday morning with aunty. Monday coming back myself, alone. My very first experince :D Date ; Wednesday, December 23, 2009 Time ; 3:02 PM Title ; Hi all, I'm so shag nowadays till I finally make a decision which is to repeat my Sec4NA. But sadly, today Miss Lim called me, saying that I'll have to drop my F&N next year as there's no class, no teachers. So now, I really don't know what to do anymore. I went to school in the morning looking for teachers to sign and comment on me. Now, is was like wasted. If i repeat, I really need my F&N. School is not even giving me chance to take POA. I can't give up on F&N cause I know for my Combine Humans is a confirm fail, as I've never pass before, not even once. Take it as "i've already drop my combine humans" I really can't drop F&N. You know how sad I was that I almost burst into tears ? I've gotta be strong to let my parents see, Yes I can do it, even without F&N. But no, i can't, i really can't. Just hope that I transfer school or something.... Whats now .......? Date ; Tuesday, December 22, 2009 Time ; 1:20 AM Title ; Me, die, also, want, OFFICE. Bishan ITE is good if taking Office, but Simei ITE is bigger. My Dad say is kampua big, i'll be wasting my time walking to my class next time. Should I even consider Aerospace ? You will see "wen rou" de Jeanne fixing aeroplane next time. LOL Fucked up but still ; i lurve euu . Date ; Sunday, December 20, 2009 Time ; 11:58 AM Title ; 在也没有以后的我们了。在也没有机会一起读书了。 Yesterday ton, Today also maybe cause Liying, Jesslyn and Joanne are here now playing cards. Met them @ Compass Point. Had Swensens for dinner, then bought a small slice of cake for Jesslyn. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYN. NC16 movies for you, like finally. December birthday^^ Once again, I wouldn't dare to invest so much , Those days were fake, just a dream, nothing's real, alright - BYE . i was touched when i saw the wallpaper on his phone. Date ; Friday, December 18, 2009 Time ; 10:10 PM Title ; HELLO. My result is very idiot ok^^ English & Math + Best 3 subject less than 19points to go Sec 5. I got that fucking 20points. Tmd shagz. Who needs extra point? I can give it to you.... Under Promote, Repeat and ITE. I'm the one who is under "Repeat" So now, will see what Dad wants me to do. I'll either repeat Sec 4 or ITE. We had this agreement that if anyone of us promote to Sec5, will have to treat us eat. Now, Liying have to treat us all eat. She cried, not because she did well and get promoted. But is because nobody in our clique gets promoted and she's the only one. She don't wanna be separated from us. This is an example of a true friend. Specially for Tammy Tan Li Ying from Sec 4G of Yuying Secondary School. You've to walk the Sec5 road yourself because Jeanne, Jesslyn, Joanne and Jay will not be with you anymore. Haha, next time you will be the one driving car, fetch us all go out. Don't miss us too much, you must remember Jeanne Goh will always love you. Maybe without us, you can study even better next year for your O's :D Next year when you are bored during recess, call me, I will entertain you. :) CHEER UP AH YING. Don't cry baby Ying, accept the fact. You are taking your O Level next year :) Date ; Wednesday, December 16, 2009 Time ; 12:27 PM Title ; I just need.............. (to be continued @ onsugar.) I swear, I'm going to change to another person. I swear, If there's anything, I won't speak up to anybody. I swear, I'm going to keep everything to myself. I swear, I won't get help from friends anymore. I swear, everything's gonna be different. Its going to be the biggest blow to me, I swear. I bloody, fucking, swear hard. Bye, Earth. Date ; Tuesday, December 15, 2009 Time ; 12:13 PM Title ; Hello. Joanne came to look for me yesterday midnight, then Zhengyi, then Derrick. Order mac, as usual^^ Then Zhengyi went home at 6am. Joanne and Derrick still sleeping. Hahaa, anyway my good good father bought them chicken rice. LOL Working later, come find me slack ley ! byebye massage chair and organ, miss you^^ Date ; Monday, December 14, 2009 Time ; 2:59 PM Title ; When he leaves me alone, I felt that we were both like a total stangers^^ I can't accept the fact that........................... so we'll never be together, i guess ? Won't invest too much on him especially. He ignores me when he's happy. He text me when he's happy. He can do anything that he wants to, but the fact never change - I will still reply him. My question to him is simple, What am I to you ? The answer will forever be, "Nothing." --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Suppose to be going out with them today, but .... sigh. Do you know how shag I am feeling now ? Fuck. Date ; Sunday, December 13, 2009 Time ; 6:12 PM Title ; Yesterday was out from morning till midnight 3. Work > Basketball court > Supper > Walk to Eugene Lius's house but he was already sleeping :/ > Then home. Today Work > Lunch > Home > Nap > Blogging. So, i was asking myself - How long can we message ? A week or less than a week ? Also not the first time, LOL So if you don't care, why must I ? Date ; Tuesday, December 08, 2009 Time ; 11:26 PM Title ; Its useless to say so much now..... I fcking hate you(TanD). I was so afraid till, I called Joanne, Liying and message my cousin. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ICE CREAM UNCLE. Date ; Monday, December 07, 2009 Time ; 9:28 AM Title ; Stop messaging me and also don't even wait for me at tuition centre there PLEASE PLEASE. Whether I'm going tomorrow or not is none of your business. CAN YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE ? STOP SCARING ME PLEASE. You think I like to reply you ? Just to shoo you away only if not you won't let me go, right ? Who was there to save me ? No one....... How can i really shoo him ? Nothing...... Who can really help ? Nobody...... Stop calling my friends to ask about me PLEASE. Don't even bother to message me about this post, PLEASE just leave me fucking alone. TODAY: Kbox > Steamboat with CLIQUES. <3 photos with Joanne and Jesslyn. Lastly, I'm fucking stress. Date ; Sunday, December 06, 2009 Time ; 11:31 PM Title ; Firstly, you are one out of the three giving me problems after breakup. Secondly, you are one out of three making me feel that I was the one who contribute to sms. Lastly, you are one out of the three making me feel secure and yet, the most dissapointed. this is tmd shag Chalet photos please go to Yanhao's blog. Can't upload still, _l_. MUST GO SEE AH. Anyway, love them many <3. Date ; Time ; 1:39 AM Title ; Work, chalet, work, chalet.... Was quite fun for the first night. Played games. Second night abit boring for me. Cause I'm working in the morning at 8.30am so i left at 4am, cabbed home. Xiexie you for accompanying me. Tomorrow Sunday, Gonna work in the morning again and Monday off. :) Xin ku duo yi tian, jiayou. On the 4th, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIHAN :) Date ; Wednesday, December 02, 2009 Time ; 11:23 PM Title ; UPDATED . Date ; Time ; 2:18 AM Title ; I really hope you can stop bothering me. I can say for a thousand, or a million time, but you wouldn't care. I am very sick of you. Why can't you try to understand me or put yourself in my shoe ? All those long messages is really nothing. Stop telling me how you feel. I don't want to know. Don 't tell me how xinku you are, cause you won't understand how I am feeling right now ! Really really please stop all your nonsense, you'll only make me hate you more. Don't say how bad I am cause I really want to stop contacting you. You can tell me how frustrated you are, I am also. You are frustrated because I ignore you. I am frustrated because you keep contactng me. You know how scared I was ? I'm so afraid that you would haunt me. Waiting for me at staircase, calling me. I want to enjoy my life, my own life. Not a life with a man haunting me. For how long have you break ? You till think that you got chance. I told you many times before, NO. I feel that this world is so scary. GOODNIGHT BITCH Date ; Tuesday, December 01, 2009 Time ; 12:10 PM Title ; Flight was delay last night, and I reached home at going to 10pm. Stay at a 5star hotel. :D Shop, shop and shop. At least I only bought a bag, shirt and shawl. Went to the Theme Park there. Time was vey limited only. So, can't really finish the whole shopping mall there. KL airport is abit @@@@@@ Can't upload photos, _l_