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} JEANNE ♥

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Date ; Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Time ; 1:52 AM
Title ;

HELLO!

Very boring, nothing to do. ):

Im so angry after hearing the truth, it sucks but sigh, nevermind...

Meeting Huiyu to get her KOI and Kbox at BP later, noon time.

AHAHA. YAY, NO SCHOOL LATER ON.

ANYBODY WANNA MEET ME AFTER MY KBOX SESSION ? (:

runnynose&sorethroat):

Date ; Saturday, August 28, 2010
Time ; 11:20 AM
Title ;

HELLO !

Obviously, the first thing im gonna complain in the morning is that my legs are aching !

I need someone to help me massage please !

Awwwwwwww ):

I'm working night shift again today till closing ! D;

I'm serious

But if you treat this as a joke,

Then forget it baby... ):

Date ; Thursday, August 26, 2010
Time ; 1:17 AM
Title ;

leaving you is the last thing i would do in my life. (?)

can't stop thinking of you every moment.

ITS GETTING DEEPER AND DEEPER! (:

I miss youuuuu.

Its getting fonder and fonder.

Always after seeing you, I will start missing you again ):

i'll do whatever it takes to get hold of you. (?)

why you always doubt me

I miss you , how? ):

Hi miss you.

I TYPE EVERYTHING WORD BY WORD! );

I LOVE THOSE IN RED QUESTIONMARK.);

AHAHAHAHHA, YOU(ME) FOOOL ! :D

Date ; Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Time ; 10:27 PM
Title ;

GOING BACK TO SCHOOL SO SOON.

I can't believe that I'm gonna do dreamweaver in a few days time. Hate it very much. (N)

OH YEAH. IF IT WAS SUCCESSFUL. OH GOSH.

I'M GONNA WORK AT NIGHT. I VERY SCARED ):

A new enviroment, new friends. ):

I'm gonna have another two cans for myself today ok !

TWEEET , BYE.

Date ; Monday, August 23, 2010
Time ; 12:49 PM
Title ;

I'm serious. I had a dream of you and me.

Probably yesterday night I saw something which I shouldn't.

And I keep thinking of you.

I asked you "Why?"

You said "I'm sorry. I fell for that girl who once liked me before"

I couldn't stop crying. Every few steps we walked, I stopped and hug you.

But you did not do anything...

Date ; Sunday, August 22, 2010
Time ; 11:53 PM
Title ;

Wait a minute.

If you are saying just to make me happy.

I don't see a point at all.

Hooray, Liying is coming over to my house now. (Y)

She's sad. Me too.

HOW ? ):

Date ;
Time ; 2:06 PM
Title ;

Know why I keep hanging on ?

Today is the 1 month 6 days.

Each time I finally choose to stop waiting.

I'm sorry. I really 不舍得.

Because you gave me too much hope that you won't leave me when we're together.

You've made me way too happy.

But a sudden breakup makes me feel x100000 more pain than happy.

You always said that you're afraid that my feeling will fade.

You're afraid that I will leave you someday.

What is all this ??!! MAD.

Remember what happen those few days before we broke up ?

I wanted to give up earlier than you in fact.

But I didn't. Yet, you were the one who want a breakup.

Well, you succeeded right ?

My heartaches. Is my heart, not yours.

I guess i've already lost my dignity.

I don't know what to say to make you talk to me again.

I just want you to talk things out to me.

I never expect a patch from you.

You get what I want anot ?

I don't want a patch. I don't want you to love me anymore. I don't want to be with you anymore.

Just tell me to let go, please...

You asked me to give you some time.

Yes, i did. I gave you more than enough.

You did not change at all.

The only thing that change is you are so sick of me and you love me no more ! ):

The best thats left for me to do now is - I'll try my best to stop going there. Really.

There's nothing more I can do now.

I save all your sms till today.

Everytime I read back.

You always baby baby baby.

You told me you will make me feel more secure because I don't like you to add girls in fb.

MANY MORE.

Only if I know things will turn out this way....

I want back the way you treat me just like when we first know each other.

We would still talk on phone.

I want back the way how you surprise me at my work place.

Really shocked to see you appear.

Can we delete each other contact, msn and fb ?

And start afresh to know each other again ?

We'll just be friends okay. Just friends.

I stop loving is not because I don't love you anymore.

是因为我太爱你了.

*I MAY SOUND ALITTLE CHILDISH.

Date ; Saturday, August 21, 2010
Time ; 10:47 PM
Title ;

I didn't realise it was 21st today until 4plus. Ok nevermind.

So what if its 21st today or not? It isn't gonna make my life a special one.

Hopefully, you won't see me appearing anymore. Hopefully.

BYE.

Date ; Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Time ; 8:42 PM
Title ;

Listen to me.

This might be our last chance. Our very last time.

Date ; Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Time ; 9:30 PM
Title ;

Hi.

Had lunch at home today.

Went back to school and waste a trip down instead. -.-

Now they said that they already refund me the money -.-

Awhile ask me go down, now say nothing already. -.-

Then train home with Liying and Glenn.

Accompany Liying go Rivervale Mall buy KFC.

Back home and sleep till 7plus.

Mama cook dinner.

NEED TO L4D NOW SO BADLY .):

Wheres my two saviourrrr ~

Btw, dead links were removed already. (:

When I have you, I'm faithful.

Even when I dont have you, I'm still faithful.

What about you ?

Date ; Monday, August 16, 2010
Time ; 11:59 PM
Title ;

HAPPY ONE MONTH lollol

ouch,you broke my heart ):

Kovan for lunch w parents (:

Back home and afternoon nap (:

Went Rivervale Mall w Mum and brother.

Help her alittle w dinner.

FATFATFAT D:

I hope I can move my butt tomorrow and go back to Sec school so badly ):

Date ; Sunday, August 15, 2010
Time ; 12:20 PM
Title ;

Her boyfriend doesn't much any friends.

Her boyfriend keep sticking to her.

Her boyfriend keep smsing her hoping that she could reply fast.

As a girlfriend, she don't like. Bcuz she doesn't have any freedom.

Ended up, there were arguements.

Why aint her boyfriend, my boyfriend ?

HI, ITS SUNDAY.

Yesterday L4D with Hanxiang and his two other friends till 4,5am plus then sleep.

Shiooooooooooooooooook.

Just finished my Mac breakfast.

I've no activities today.

Probably kbox again, with Jolene ?!!

When you got no life, you try to go Kbox.

Cause it will give you a life.

Only if I can sing for 24/7 OMG.

Bye

Hold on.

Enough of love. Thanks for hurting me you jerk. IHY

Are you happy to see this instead John Littleboy ? Lol.

& AND NOW YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT.

HAPPY ? SATISFIED ?

Bye

Only if people can stop bragging around. I won't be living in such scary world.

Date ; Saturday, August 14, 2010
Time ; 11:14 PM
Title ;

Hi. Today woke up at 11am. Went lunch at Riverval Plaza with family.

Back home and I was inside the lift Liying called me say want meet me.

Then back down to void deck meet her and Desmond. At 3pm, they went back.

Up next, Jesslyn came. Slack my second round with her at void deck.

Then she came to my house. I bathe and 6pm I went to meet cousin while she wait for her parents.

Hougang Mall with cousin > My father fetch me and her father fetch her > Drove pass Marina to see YOG

m waiting still.

so no life w/o u

Date ; Friday, August 13, 2010
Time ; 8:48 PM
Title ;

School > Home > Kbox > Home

Alright, Kbox aircon is down ! So freaking warm.

Today's dinner : Green apple and salad with thousand island sauce ! (Y)

But seriously, I'm hungry now. No choice, i dont like my body, my fats ):

OFFICIALLY ANNOUCED : HOLIDAY ! :D

The saddest thing is,
Seeing you holding her hand.

Telling her : I love you baby.

Asking her to give you a hug and kiss goodbye.

Watching sunrise for 2 mornings.

Sitting at the bench and she lie on your shoulder.

Go 99wan with her and her cousin.

Go movie together and you swing her hand, her bag flew.

Drop you off at somewhere.

Our Saturdays ended.

Eeyer ! Walao. You say I 不听话, you ownself also lor !

I ask you dont dota you keep dota.

I ask you go school go school, you also never go.

WALAO WALAO

Date ; Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Time ; 8:29 PM
Title ;

After the song ended, I smile to myself saying : You are so silly.

Date ; Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Time ; 7:17 PM
Title ;

9 August 2010

Jesslyn came to meet me, went Rivervale Mall together. Bought green apples

Back home, she help me to cut the 5 green apples while I bathe^^

Then met up w Liying to City Hall.

Then met Elton.

Ate at that dont know what fish market.

See planes flew (Y)

Saw Hanxiang too. And met up w Jolene for awhile.

Fireworks :D

Cabbed to Hougang Plaza kbox but only Liying and me sing.

Cabbed home again at around 11pm due to 7th month.

Today

Woke up late for school again, is damn shag want lor ! ):

Father fetched me to schoooool.

Had lunch in school then Tampines Mall with Weizhong, Jon-neh, Gary and Junwen.

Bused back to go again for POA.

After school, met Lying to take a break then watched her eat her lunch.

Then go Daiso shopping then to her house.

AND BACK HOME !

Time for some emo stuffs.

I hope you will see this.

Hi. Do you still remember what happen last month on the 10th July 2010 ?

Your phone ran out of battery and you did not go home till the next day 11th July 2010.

You went to your friend's house to drink.

You did not contact me at all.

You called me as soon as you wake up.

You comment me in my facebook.

And you went to work at night.

You tried to text me but I did not reply.

Finally, I asked you, how does it feel like to be ignored ?

And you fucking hurt your hand on the 12th July 2010.

12th July 2010 - 7.40AM.

I spammed you with "I miss you ):"

But I got scolded by you.

Cause you find it annoying and you are fucking frustrated.

You told me that you never been so crazy before...

You are off to work soon....

And slowly things get alittle better for us but not really better.

In fact, we're slowly fading.

You didnt meet me, nor did I meet you.

Things starts to get worst.

I bear with it.

I bear with all your short replies.

13th July 2010, I told you to leave me alone first.

But I felt better after awhile and I text you "I reached home already"

15th July 2010, you had MT O Level Oral.

I went to sleep as soon as I reached home.

I woke up at 10:45pm and texted you.

But you didn't reply cause you are at Hougang, with your friends.

I waited for your reply till 16th July 2010, 1:04am and I send you "I love you."

You replied : Hi baby. Sorry late reply. I just reached kbox.

7:01am I text you : I leave house already (for school)

You called me. You accompanied me to chat till I reached bus stop.

You asked me, how much I love you.

You want a breakup.

I faked a smile telling you, ha is okay, nvm.

& I doubt you will come back to me again.

I know I can't make you love me anymore.
But for as long as I can, I will never forget you.

Date ; Monday, August 09, 2010
Time ; 2:45 AM
Title ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE, 45TH .

8 August 2010

Woke up at around 9am plus. Rot on bed till 10am plus.

Went Mac breakfast w Bro and Liying.

Back home and decided to paint my toe nails red since its National Day,

I lurve Singapore

Then prepare and off to East Point meet Hanqin, Weizhong and Gary.

Slack around, walk walk instead of studying. Zzz.

Had cheese fries ! And soon Leonard and Jiali came.

Walk to school and was damn fucked up when we queue for so long yet,

they told us there was no more seats available.

If thats the case I dont think the school should even ask us to come lor.

But ended up we manage to get into the stadium all thanks to CA.

After the YOG Celebration, off to Bedok hawker centre to eat.

Damn smoky I SWEAR ! );

Hanxiang waited fucking long for his noodle.

And he treat me chicken wings and satay.TWEET^^

Alright, they tried to make me laugh with "Butt" again. Zzz

Bused home alone.

After bathing, went to meet cousin and walk over to see fireworks (Y)

And met Liying there. Ah Foo treat me ice cream^^

Tomorrow gonna celebrate National Day.

Stay at home also sian, go out also shag. Sigh

FML

Don't understand why people can let go of things so easily.

And now they're attached.

It breaks my heart. Lol

Sigh, its already so late now.

Gonna flunk my test on Tuesday seriously.

No mood to study. SIAN AH, BORING NO LIFE

Date ; Saturday, August 07, 2010
Time ; 3:46 PM
Title ;

Hi. Yesterday had National Day celebration in school.

And I've NOT sing National Anthem and say the pledge for the past 7months till yesterday, I had the chance. (Y)

Rushed home after the celebration and rest awhile and off to meet cliques at Tampines.

We bought two panties for Yeehong :D HAHA.

Sakae buffet was a nice one but I swear, their service is sucha slow ! ):

THANKS TO HANXIANG AND WEIZHONG FOR MAKING ME LAUGH.

I'D NEVER LAUGHED THAT WAY BEFORE IN MY LIFE. I SWEAR !

YOUR BUTTTTTT (Y)

After Sakae, suddenly two person stand behind me. HAHA, sucha surprise.

Loon and Clara. Then I followed them and pangseh my friends.

Is good to be small because big cousins will always buy things for you !

Loon and Clara buy me a portable charger and screen protector for iPhone !

Had champange while waiting for Zhen to come home.

Then they all walked me home (: Bathe and sleep.

Alright, I'm so so gonna go out later !

BYE

Date ; Thursday, August 05, 2010
Time ; 11:16 PM
Title ;

THE ONLY REASON I WILL STOP GOING TO SCHOOL IS BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS.

Sometimes people are just selfish.

Finally when you voice out something, no one stand by your side to support you.

And yet, felt like being betrayed.

But nevermind, I'm not so gei gao to count all this things.

Ended up, people might say "I didnt even ask you to voice out"

Sometimes people just want to do things till so obvious that I really dont wanna care.

See in fb, in school, in class, outside school.

As long as places that can find FRIENDS.

Seriously, I never come school got people miss me, spam me anot?

If I never go tomorrow's buffet, you guys will say "Eh Jeanne go leh go leh." ?

I've always wanted to go the cafe @ library to eat, but whose there to accompany me?

Whose gonna say "Eh Jeanne I accompany you eat this eat that" ? @ Cafe 1.

I'm not angry, just upset over some things.

WAY TOOOOOO OBVIOUS THAT I DON'T WANNA MENTION ABOUT IT ANYMORE.

Sometimes, you just want to let people know how you feel.

All they could say is "Thats their problem, you shouldn't care, Jeanne."

I didn't care in the first place, just telling you guys how I feel. Am I wrong ?

Why always sound like I wanna find trouble w others ?

As what my CA always say :

After one year, students don't remember me.

They won't come back to celebrate teacher's day w me either.

Same goes to me, they don't need me and I dont need them.

Cause after one year, we ain't gonna see each other from Mondays to Fridays.

And I shouldn't bother so much. 5 more months to go and BYE.

When they have the new, they throw away the old.

& Forget how nice people used to treat them.

PEOPLE TALK NICELY TO THE ONE THEY FAVS THE MOST IN CLASS ONLY.

How I wish you were with me through all my pain now baobei !

Date ; Wednesday, August 04, 2010
Time ; 11:33 PM
Title ;

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII (:

Long time no blog already. Hais.

Many things happened in July.

Especially boy-girl relationship problems. Not only me you see. Sigh

Sometimes I thought I already get over him, but I'm still v emo at times too.

Anyway, I can't stop myself feeling that way, I've got no choice either. (:

People asked me to give up. Not like we're together for 250days what, right?

Luckily didn't pin too high hopes, knowing that you're just playing w me.

But nevermindddd (:

Hopefully things will get better in August ! (:

Better not talk too much about him if not he's gonna thought that

I'm tryna seek his attention. Lol

Eh, waliew. He scare me.

He online one time my laptop play that song "just a dream" one time. WTF. ): !

School is fun w those cliques.

Sometimes they're damn siao, sometimes they're damn shag.

This Friday gonna go out w them to celebrate Yeehong's bird-day :DD

Is like finally we're going out, TWEET.

I went jogging just now (Y)

Tonight gonna sleep till full :D

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Obviously, the first thing im gonna complain in the morning is that my legs are aching ! I need someone to help me massage please ! Awwwwwwww ): I'm working night shift again today till closing ! D; I'm serious But if you treat this as a joke, Then forget it baby... ): Date ; Thursday, August 26, 2010 Time ; 1:17 AM Title ; leaving you is the last thing i would do in my life. (?) can't stop thinking of you every moment. ITS GETTING DEEPER AND DEEPER! (: I miss youuuuu. Its getting fonder and fonder. Always after seeing you, I will start missing you again ): i'll do whatever it takes to get hold of you. (?) why you always doubt me I miss you , how? ): Hi miss you. I TYPE EVERYTHING WORD BY WORD! ); I LOVE THOSE IN RED QUESTIONMARK.); AHAHAHAHHA, YOU(ME) FOOOL ! :D Date ; Wednesday, August 25, 2010 Time ; 10:27 PM Title ; GOING BACK TO SCHOOL SO SOON. I can't believe that I'm gonna do dreamweaver in a few days time. Hate it very much. (N) OH YEAH. IF IT WAS SUCCESSFUL. OH GOSH. I'M GONNA WORK AT NIGHT. I VERY SCARED ): A new enviroment, new friends. ): I'm gonna have another two cans for myself today ok ! TWEEET , BYE. Date ; Monday, August 23, 2010 Time ; 12:49 PM Title ; I'm serious. I had a dream of you and me. Probably yesterday night I saw something which I shouldn't. And I keep thinking of you. I asked you "Why?" You said "I'm sorry. I fell for that girl who once liked me before" I couldn't stop crying. Every few steps we walked, I stopped and hug you. But you did not do anything... Date ; Sunday, August 22, 2010 Time ; 11:53 PM Title ; Wait a minute. If you are saying just to make me happy. I don't see a point at all. Hooray, Liying is coming over to my house now. (Y) She's sad. Me too. HOW ? ): Date ; Time ; 2:06 PM Title ; Know why I keep hanging on ? Today is the 1 month 6 days. Each time I finally choose to stop waiting. I'm sorry. I really 不舍得. Because you gave me too much hope that you won't leave me when we're together. You've made me way too happy. But a sudden breakup makes me feel x100000 more pain than happy. You always said that you're afraid that my feeling will fade. You're afraid that I will leave you someday. What is all this ??!! MAD. Remember what happen those few days before we broke up ? I wanted to give up earlier than you in fact. But I didn't. Yet, you were the one who want a breakup. Well, you succeeded right ? My heartaches. Is my heart, not yours. I guess i've already lost my dignity. I don't know what to say to make you talk to me again. I just want you to talk things out to me. I never expect a patch from you. You get what I want anot ? I don't want a patch. I don't want you to love me anymore. I don't want to be with you anymore. Just tell me to let go, please... You asked me to give you some time. Yes, i did. I gave you more than enough. You did not change at all. The only thing that change is you are so sick of me and you love me no more ! ): The best thats left for me to do now is - I'll try my best to stop going there. Really. There's nothing more I can do now. I save all your sms till today. Everytime I read back. You always baby baby baby. You told me you will make me feel more secure because I don't like you to add girls in fb. MANY MORE. Only if I know things will turn out this way.... I want back the way you treat me just like when we first know each other. We would still talk on phone. I want back the way how you surprise me at my work place. Really shocked to see you appear. Can we delete each other contact, msn and fb ? And start afresh to know each other again ? We'll just be friends okay. Just friends. I stop loving is not because I don't love you anymore. 是因为我太爱你了. I MAY SOUND ALITTLE CHILDISH. Date ; Saturday, August 21, 2010 Time ; 10:47 PM Title ; I didn't realise it was 21st today until 4plus. Ok nevermind. So what if its 21st today or not? It isn't gonna make my life a special one. Hopefully, you won't see me appearing anymore. Hopefully. BYE. Date ; Wednesday, August 18, 2010 Time ; 8:42 PM Title ; Listen to me. This might be our last chance. Our very last time. Date ; Tuesday, August 17, 2010 Time ; 9:30 PM Title ; Hi. Had lunch at home today. Went back to school and waste a trip down instead. -.- Now they said that they already refund me the money -.- Awhile ask me go down, now say nothing already. -.- Then train home with Liying and Glenn. Accompany Liying go Rivervale Mall buy KFC. Back home and sleep till 7plus. Mama cook dinner. NEED TO L4D NOW SO BADLY .): Wheres my two saviourrrr ~ Btw, dead links were removed already. (: When I have you, I'm faithful. Even when I dont have you, I'm still faithful. What about you ? Date ; Monday, August 16, 2010 Time ; 11:59 PM Title ; HAPPY ONE MONTH lollol ouch,you broke my heart ): Kovan for lunch w parents (: Back home and afternoon nap (: Went Rivervale Mall w Mum and brother. Help her alittle w dinner. FATFATFAT D: I hope I can move my butt tomorrow and go back to Sec school so badly ): Date ; Sunday, August 15, 2010 Time ; 12:20 PM Title ; Her boyfriend doesn't much any friends. Her boyfriend keep sticking to her. Her boyfriend keep smsing her hoping that she could reply fast. As a girlfriend, she don't like. Bcuz she doesn't have any freedom. Ended up, there were arguements. Why aint her boyfriend, my boyfriend ? HI, ITS SUNDAY. Yesterday L4D with Hanxiang and his two other friends till 4,5am plus then sleep. Shiooooooooooooooooook. Just finished my Mac breakfast. I've no activities today. Probably kbox again, with Jolene ?!! When you got no life, you try to go Kbox. Cause it will give you a life. Only if I can sing for 24/7 OMG. Bye Hold on. Enough of love. Thanks for hurting me you jerk. IHY* Are you happy to see this instead John Littleboy ? Lol. & AND NOW YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT. HAPPY ? SATISFIED ? Bye Only if people can stop bragging around. I won't be living in such scary world. Date ; Saturday, August 14, 2010 Time ; 11:14 PM Title ; Hi. Today woke up at 11am. Went lunch at Riverval Plaza with family. Back home and I was inside the lift Liying called me say want meet me. Then back down to void deck meet her and Desmond. At 3pm, they went back. Up next, Jesslyn came. Slack my second round with her at void deck. Then she came to my house. I bathe and 6pm I went to meet cousin while she wait for her parents. Hougang Mall with cousin > My father fetch me and her father fetch her > Drove pass Marina to see YOG m waiting still. so no life w/o u Date ; Friday, August 13, 2010 Time ; 8:48 PM Title ; School > Home > Kbox > Home Alright, Kbox aircon is down ! So freaking warm. Today's dinner : Green apple and salad with thousand island sauce ! (Y) But seriously, I'm hungry now. No choice, i dont like my body, my fats ): OFFICIALLY ANNOUCED : HOLIDAY ! :D The saddest thing is, Seeing you holding her hand. Telling her : I love you baby. Asking her to give you a hug and kiss goodbye. Watching sunrise for 2 mornings. Sitting at the bench and she lie on your shoulder. Go 99wan with her and her cousin. Go movie together and you swing her hand, her bag flew. Drop you off at somewhere. Our Saturdays ended. Eeyer ! Walao. You say I 不听话, you ownself also lor ! I ask you dont dota you keep dota. I ask you go school go school, you also never go. WALAO WALAO Date ; Wednesday, August 11, 2010 Time ; 8:29 PM Title ; After the song ended, I smile to myself saying : You are so silly. Date ; Tuesday, August 10, 2010 Time ; 7:17 PM Title ; 9 August 2010 - Jesslyn came to meet me, went Rivervale Mall together. Bought green apples Back home, she help me to cut the 5 green apples while I bathe^^ Then met up w Liying to City Hall. Then met Elton. Ate at that dont know what fish market. See planes flew (Y) Saw Hanxiang too. And met up w Jolene for awhile. Fireworks :D Cabbed to Hougang Plaza kbox but only Liying and me sing. Cabbed home again at around 11pm due to 7th month. Today - Woke up late for school again, is damn shag want lor ! ): Father fetched me to schoooool. Had lunch in school then Tampines Mall with Weizhong, Jon-neh, Gary and Junwen. Bused back to go again for POA. After school, met Lying to take a break then watched her eat her lunch. Then go Daiso shopping then to her house. AND BACK HOME ! Time for some emo stuffs. I hope you will see this. Hi. Do you still remember what happen last month on the 10th July 2010 ? Your phone ran out of battery and you did not go home till the next day 11th July 2010. You went to your friend's house to drink. You did not contact me at all. You called me as soon as you wake up. You comment me in my facebook. And you went to work at night. You tried to text me but I did not reply. Finally, I asked you, how does it feel like to be ignored ? And you fucking hurt your hand on the 12th July 2010. 12th July 2010 - 7.40AM. I spammed you with "I miss you ):" But I got scolded by you. Cause you find it annoying and you are fucking frustrated. You told me that you never been so crazy before... You are off to work soon.... And slowly things get alittle better for us but not really better. In fact, we're slowly fading. You didnt meet me, nor did I meet you. Things starts to get worst. I bear with it. I bear with all your short replies. 13th July 2010, I told you to leave me alone first. But I felt better after awhile and I text you "I reached home already" 15th July 2010, you had MT O Level Oral. I went to sleep as soon as I reached home. I woke up at 10:45pm and texted you. But you didn't reply cause you are at Hougang, with your friends. I waited for your reply till 16th July 2010, 1:04am and I send you "I love you." You replied : Hi baby. Sorry late reply. I just reached kbox. 7:01am I text you : I leave house already (for school) You called me. You accompanied me to chat till I reached bus stop. You asked me, how much I love you. - - - - - You want a breakup. I faked a smile telling you, ha is okay, nvm. & I doubt you will come back to me again. I know I can't make you love me anymore. But for as long as I can, I will never forget you. Date ; Monday, August 09, 2010 Time ; 2:45 AM Title ; HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE, 45TH . 8 August 2010 - Woke up at around 9am plus. Rot on bed till 10am plus. Went Mac breakfast w Bro and Liying. Back home and decided to paint my toe nails red since its National Day, I lurve Singapore Then prepare and off to East Point meet Hanqin, Weizhong and Gary. Slack around, walk walk instead of studying. Zzz. Had cheese fries ! And soon Leonard and Jiali came. Walk to school and was damn fucked up when we queue for so long yet, they told us there was no more seats available. If thats the case I dont think the school should even ask us to come lor. But ended up we manage to get into the stadium all thanks to CA. After the YOG Celebration, off to Bedok hawker centre to eat. Damn smoky I SWEAR ! ); Hanxiang waited fucking long for his noodle. And he treat me chicken wings and satay.TWEET^^ Alright, they tried to make me laugh with "Butt" again. Zzz Bused home alone. After bathing, went to meet cousin and walk over to see fireworks (Y) And met Liying there. Ah Foo treat me ice cream^^ Tomorrow gonna celebrate National Day. Stay at home also sian, go out also shag. Sigh FML Don't understand why people can let go of things so easily. And now they're attached. It breaks my heart. Lol Sigh, its already so late now. Gonna flunk my test on Tuesday seriously. No mood to study. SIAN AH, BORING NO LIFE Date ; Saturday, August 07, 2010 Time ; 3:46 PM Title ; Hi. Yesterday had National Day celebration in school. And I've NOT sing National Anthem and say the pledge for the past 7months till yesterday, I had the chance. (Y) Rushed home after the celebration and rest awhile and off to meet cliques at Tampines. We bought two panties for Yeehong :D HAHA. Sakae buffet was a nice one but I swear, their service is sucha slow ! ): THANKS TO HANXIANG AND WEIZHONG FOR MAKING ME LAUGH. I'D NEVER LAUGHED THAT WAY BEFORE IN MY LIFE. I SWEAR ! YOUR BUTTTTTT (Y) After Sakae, suddenly two person stand behind me. HAHA, sucha surprise. Loon and Clara. Then I followed them and pangseh my friends. Is good to be small because big cousins will always buy things for you ! Loon and Clara buy me a portable charger and screen protector for iPhone ! Had champange while waiting for Zhen to come home. Then they all walked me home (: Bathe and sleep. Alright, I'm so so gonna go out later ! BYE Date ; Thursday, August 05, 2010 Time ; 11:16 PM Title ; THE ONLY REASON I WILL STOP GOING TO SCHOOL IS BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS. Sometimes people are just selfish. Finally when you voice out something, no one stand by your side to support you. And yet, felt like being betrayed. But nevermind, I'm not so gei gao to count all this things. Ended up, people might say "I didnt even ask you to voice out" Sometimes people just want to do things till so obvious that I really dont wanna care. See in fb, in school, in class, outside school. As long as places that can find FRIENDS. Seriously, I never come school got people miss me, spam me anot? If I never go tomorrow's buffet, you guys will say "Eh Jeanne go leh go leh." ? I've always wanted to go the cafe @ library to eat, but whose there to accompany me? Whose gonna say "Eh Jeanne I accompany you eat this eat that" ? @ Cafe 1. I'm not angry, just upset over some things. WAY TOOOOOO OBVIOUS THAT I DON'T WANNA MENTION ABOUT IT ANYMORE. Sometimes, you just want to let people know how you feel. All they could say is "Thats their problem, you shouldn't care, Jeanne." I didn't care in the first place, just telling you guys how I feel. Am I wrong ? Why always sound like I wanna find trouble w others ? As what my CA always say : After one year, students don't remember me. They won't come back to celebrate teacher's day w me either. Same goes to me, they don't need me and I dont need them. Cause after one year, we ain't gonna see each other from Mondays to Fridays. And I shouldn't bother so much. 5 more months to go and BYE. When they have the new, they throw away the old. & Forget how nice people used to treat them. PEOPLE TALK NICELY TO THE ONE THEY FAVS THE MOST IN CLASS ONLY. How I wish you were with me through all my pain now baobei ! Date ; Wednesday, August 04, 2010 Time ; 11:33 PM Title ; HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII (: Long time no blog already. Hais. Many things happened in July. Especially boy-girl relationship problems. Not only me you see. Sigh Sometimes I thought I already get over him, but I'm still v emo at times too. Anyway, I can't stop myself feeling that way, I've got no choice either. (: People asked me to give up. Not like we're together for 250days what, right? Luckily didn't pin too high hopes, knowing that you're just playing w me. But nevermindddd (: Hopefully things will get better in August ! (: Better not talk too much about him if not he's gonna thought that I'm tryna seek his attention. Lol Eh, waliew. He scare me. He online one time my laptop play that song "just a dream" one time. WTF. ): ! School is fun w those cliques. Sometimes they're damn siao, sometimes they're damn shag. This Friday gonna go out w them to celebrate Yeehong's bird-day :DD Is like finally we're going out, TWEET. I went jogging just now (Y) Tonight gonna sleep till full :D