爱得好累，累得想哭。

Date ; Sunday, August 22, 2010
Time ; 2:06 PM
Title ;

Know why I keep hanging on ?

Today is the 1 month 6 days.

Each time I finally choose to stop waiting.

I'm sorry. I really 不舍得.

Because you gave me too much hope that you won't leave me when we're together.

You've made me way too happy.

But a sudden breakup makes me feel x100000 more pain than happy.

You always said that you're afraid that my feeling will fade.

You're afraid that I will leave you someday.

What is all this ??!! MAD.

Remember what happen those few days before we broke up ?

I wanted to give up earlier than you in fact.

But I didn't. Yet, you were the one who want a breakup.

Well, you succeeded right ?

My heartaches. Is my heart, not yours.

I guess i've already lost my dignity.

I don't know what to say to make you talk to me again.

I just want you to talk things out to me.

I never expect a patch from you.

You get what I want anot ?

I don't want a patch. I don't want you to love me anymore. I don't want to be with you anymore.

Just tell me to let go, please...

You asked me to give you some time.

Yes, i did. I gave you more than enough.

You did not change at all.

The only thing that change is you are so sick of me and you love me no more ! ):

The best thats left for me to do now is - I'll try my best to stop going there. Really.

There's nothing more I can do now.

I save all your sms till today.

Everytime I read back.

You always baby baby baby.

You told me you will make me feel more secure because I don't like you to add girls in fb.

MANY MORE.

Only if I know things will turn out this way....

I want back the way you treat me just like when we first know each other.

We would still talk on phone.

I want back the way how you surprise me at my work place.

Really shocked to see you appear.

Can we delete each other contact, msn and fb ?

And start afresh to know each other again ?

We'll just be friends okay. Just friends.

I stop loving is not because I don't love you anymore.

是因为我太爱你了.

*I MAY SOUND ALITTLE CHILDISH.

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