one two, zero one, one one
Let go of what is bitter & move on.
Don't be shy okay ? C'mon.
Told you, I'm friendly right ?
CBR400
Date ; Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Time ; 1:52 AM
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Time ; 1:52 AM
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Had two glass of vodka with coke and a beer.
HEHE. BORED TO THE MAX ):
Date ; Monday, September 20, 2010
Time ; 6:22 AM
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Time ; 6:22 AM
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Finally, I'm typing on my keyboard.
Don't know how many days never use laptop already lor! Hehe^^
Morning woke up for school. Then saw Shirley at bus 31.
SUPER DUPER COLD, OUR MAO ALL STAND SIA.
Plus I stomache. OMG LA, ALMOST FAINT !
Then ask her to accompany me go toilet.
She bring me go wulu wulu de toilet that I never go before.
Nobody de plus toilet roll alot sia ! HAHAH.
Mr Zaidi not feeling well so he went home and on mc.
Then Miss Tan push forward her CARE lesson.
Care lesson was fun.
"________ looks like a good girl but got ah lian language in fb."
FILL IN THE BLANKS LEH :D HAHAHAHA.
1pm finish school today.
Home and sleep.
Gonna dinner soon.
How I wish stop could stop so I don't have to study ! );
Tell me what the fuck I gain being nice to people who don't seem to appreciate what I've done.
If you guys fucking hate me, ignore me then.
If you guys fucking hate me, ignore me then.
In the first place, everybody agreed. Now is like shit.
Smlj la !
I don't even get the least respect.
What more should I say when everybody is gonna disagree with me ?
Sorry, I don't give a damn anymore.
Date ; Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Time ; 3:25 PM
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Time ; 3:25 PM
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If you're not referring bout me then how you know i'm referring bout you in th first place ?
Haiya lol la. -.-
Dui la, wo de cuo okay.
im not gonna bother so much from now on.
childish
FML ):
Finally, i'm off the hook.
I didn't know I would get so many "Likes" in fb. HAHAH.
Hi. I miss those heels so fucking badly. Awwww ):
Guys can really be such bastards heh ?
This is what makes me a fucking bitch !
Date ; Sunday, September 12, 2010
Time ; 9:53 PM
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Time ; 9:53 PM
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Yesterday Desmond came down, so happy to see him OMG.
After work, cab down to Cineleisure Kbox with them.
At first I thought its gonna be paiseh for me but they all are ok lah.
HAHA. THEN I REMEMBERED IM SUPER DRUNK. Thanks to cm.
JITAO TOH ! I know I very lousy, super lousy. HAHAHA
The rest all cab back already left me and cm. Went to Mac ! :D
I took a nap there and suddenly woke up and vomitted on his burger. WTF lol.
Then had my big breakfast and chit chat awhile jiu walk to take MRT.
Not bad, he still will send me home. LOL.
Reached home already 10am in the morning le.
Then around 12plus, 1pm like that woke up.
Fucking shag ok, sleep for like 3hrs only -.-
Then went to Telok Blangah eat with parents.
Then HabourFront walk walk.
Then went to pass mooncake to aunt but saw Jolene and James downstairs !
Then back home to sleep.
At night woke up dinner with Aunt's family and Ah Ma.
BACK HOME !
I'm gonna sleep early today man, ohmygosh !
Date ; Wednesday, September 08, 2010
Time ; 11:47 PM
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Time ; 11:47 PM
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Its crazy to miss the first lesson in the morning for the whole week including tomorrow.
Alright, I have 2 test tomorrow. BEO and POA but obviously, I'm not gonna touch my traning notes. Is not because I dont want to study. But I'm too depressed to study !
Thurs, Fri and Sat gonna work at 8pm.
But I have school till 5pm tomorrow. "I sure eh sai want ! "
It has been 54days without you.
Seriously, my life is very screwed, my life sucks without you.
I still miss you as usual. Hais.
My friends really really - "JEANNE, YOU GOTTA MOVE ON!"
You know I can't...
At this point of time, I feel like asking you again is there really no more chance ?
No, obviously. There isn't anymore love already what !
You know what ? I feel so sad after hearing that it was you who don't allow me to work.
But nevermind, I understand. I just need money, not to see you.
Each time I step back to hougang plaza Kbox.
My reason was to sing, not to see you.
So what if I see you ? Sing with more feel uh? Haha..
But deep deep down inside my heart - "Haiya, best is can see you, if cannot see you then sua lor"
Tell you one more thing okay. Haha
You know I can wake up two, three times in the middle of the night
just to stalk you on fb to see if you post anything.
But I only get to see how many girls you have made friends with ! HAHAHA.
And see if you're online in msn.
I can leave my ebuddy on throughout the whole night.
You know why ? Because I hope that you will talk to me.
I know its very silly and childish but this is really the only chance for me you know.
I got the urge to delete all your messages.
But I know, I'm gonna regret it for sure.
But if I don't delete, I really can't move on anymore. ):
I'm stuck, nobody can save me, really.
No matter how much they gonna brainwash me, its useless.
I'm too stubborn to listen cause I always believe one day you will come back to me.
I know you won't.
Its the truth that hurts, but once and for all, you better hurt me deep deep now ! Haha..
Everytime I have to travel to school alone.
I'll get so emo listening to sad songs.
Travel back home alone also very jialat.
See, i so poor thing!
Nobody accompany me to talk.
45mins de journey x2 everyday, really will die ):
You see, I can't even talk to you.
I only can treat blogger as you crazylittleboy.
I've already tried my best not to post things in fb.
I know how it feels like seeing your ex posting so many emo things.
Its irritating right ?
The last time I asked you to go my blog.
I swear it's the last time.
I won't ask you to come and see how much Im missing you again.
I'm not gonna irritate you again ok !
But baobei, wo zhen de hen xiang ni.
dan shi wo shen me dou bu neng zhuo.
Wo zhen de wu neng wei li.
Recently, your fb posted "Im missing you"
I really really hope you're saying about me, I admit.
But hais, it will never be me again...
Maybe in our next life, haha...
Its good to see you moving on anyway.
You're taking your olevel soon.
Hope you can go to a good poly, study hard !
Don't give up. And go clubbing everyday ! :D
Hahaha, no botak for you ok! JIAYOUUUUU
I will accept everything that you can give me okay.
If we're gonna be friends forever, then fine, we'll be friends.
You want to be nice to me, ok, I'd be nice back to you.
You want to treat me like a total stranger, ok, we'll be strangers then.(:
Honestly, I've never loved someone for sucha long time man.
Why are you the first one ??
Its like I'm going crazy over youuuu. Ahh, shit!
Whatever it is, please please remember.
I'd be behind your back ok!
24/7 FOR YOU !
I told Liying,
Can you imagine a guy who sleep with you before.
Watched sunrise for two mornings.
Cab down to chalet just because I really pester him till siao "I WANT TO SEE YOU!"
Go out with my cousins.
And a guy who accompany you to whereever you want to go and he train back alone.
25DAYS TOGETHER JITAO FINISHED W/O SECOND CHANCE.
Really, if I can turn back time.
I wouldn't drink anymore.
GOODBYE MY 2106 !
Cherish the next one babe !
You must not have phobia on girls already ok!
I love you ..
Date ; Monday, September 06, 2010
Time ; 2:51 PM
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Time ; 2:51 PM
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Hi..
Im sorry my classmates, thank you for bearing with my nonsense today.
Other than sad, I don't know how to describe how I'm feeling.
Hais. Im gonna have a good sleep now and not to think so much.
Im gonna off my phone for time being. Do not contact me ! Haha... (:
My eyes so swollen and painful ):
If up till now I still have to cry for you...seriously, I should just go and die ! -.-
A million words would not bring you back,
I know because I tried.
Neither would a million tears,
I know because I cried.
Date ; Sunday, September 05, 2010
Time ; 11:11 PM
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Time ; 11:11 PM
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Hi. Had so much fun at work seriously !
Woke up at 11plus in th morning.
Went to eat lunch with parents then pray.
Back come to sleep. Evening went Vivo + HarbourFront with brother.
We spend alot ! ): Hehe, I bought a top, skirt and bag. LOL :DDDDD
Should I go BEO lesson tomorrow ? Hmm.
Date ; Saturday, September 04, 2010
Time ; 2:23 PM
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Time ; 2:23 PM
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Worked yesterday. Change me to zone 3 from zone 2 because i'm like a magnet.
I stand zone 2 all server keep crowd around. Hais.
Gonna work tonight again. Anybody wanna meet me before my work ? Haha...
HAIS.
I dream of you again ):
You were sick ): OMG.
...
....
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Date ; Thursday, September 02, 2010
Time ; 4:11 PM
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Time ; 4:11 PM
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School suppose to end at 5pm today but I went home at 3pm. Hehe^^
TIRED.
Damn angry lor. Cb got people disiao me.
Seriously don't like them.
Sibei xia suay. Didisiaosiao me, look at my phone.
STUPID. My phone is mirror screen protector.
You only can see your own fucking face lah cb.
Then after that call your friend look at me.
Eh what sia. BOYS vs GIRL ah. Smlj .
I feel like slapping your face _l_ Lol.
Keep laugh laugh laugh. Knn.
LAUGH LAN LA.
Not ah beng still step one. Sibei low class.
wo cai bu hui scared ni men .
WANT SEE SEE COME SEE ONLY LA. FUCK.
BUS STOP SO MANY PEOPLE. WHO SCARED WHO.
NABEI ! -.-
I very long never scold vulgarities le hor.
Really make me dulan sia.
Date ; Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Time ; 9:31 PM
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Time ; 9:31 PM
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Hi, I'm blogging again.
I know its annoying to post emo stuffs in facebook.
So I rather tell Blogger, my only friend that can store how I feel.
At least Blogger is not gonna say that I haven grow up.
Alright.
Deep down inside my heart.
You know, I know. I can't forget. I can't stop missing, I can't stop loving.
Its very sad. But whose gonna care how much its hurting me deep down.
Sigh. Not you, defitnitely not you.
Remember once you lied to me saying that you're gonna sleep
but you're meeting your friends?
You said : Im sorry, i just hope you won't leave me.
He's just not coming back anymore.
Im sorry. Im sorry. Im really sorry.
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Time ; 4:31 PM
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Time ; 4:31 PM
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dad: today got 4D leh.
me: ahh, yah hor.
dad: want to buy your 2106 anot?
me: ....ok!
BP OR HOUGANG PLAZA KBOX!???! ARRRRGH.