Fuck, off.
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Date ; Wednesday, September 08, 2010
Time ; 11:47 PM
Title ;

Its crazy to miss the first lesson in the morning for the whole week including tomorrow.
Alright, I have 2 test tomorrow. BEO and POA but obviously, I'm not gonna touch my traning notes. Is not because I dont want to study. But I'm too depressed to study !
Thurs, Fri and Sat gonna work at 8pm.
But I have school till 5pm tomorrow. "I sure eh sai want ! "


It has been 54days without you.
Seriously, my life is very screwed, my life sucks without you.
I still miss you as usual. Hais.
My friends really really - "JEANNE, YOU GOTTA MOVE ON!"
You know I can't...
At this point of time, I feel like asking you again is there really no more chance ?
No, obviously. There isn't anymore love already what !

You know what ? I feel so sad after hearing that it was you who don't allow me to work.
But nevermind, I understand. I just need money, not to see you.

Each time I step back to hougang plaza Kbox.
My reason was to sing, not to see you.
So what if I see you ? Sing with more feel uh? Haha..
But deep deep down inside my heart - "Haiya, best is can see you, if cannot see you then sua lor"

Tell you one more thing okay. Haha
You know I can wake up two, three times in the middle of the night
just to stalk you on fb to see if you post anything.
But I only get to see how many girls you have made friends with ! HAHAHA.
And see if you're online in msn.
I can leave my ebuddy on throughout the whole night.
You know why ? Because I hope that you will talk to me.
I know its very silly and childish but this is really the only chance for me you know.

I got the urge to delete all your messages.
But I know, I'm gonna regret it for sure.
But if I don't delete, I really can't move on anymore. ):
I'm stuck, nobody can save me, really.
No matter how much they gonna brainwash me, its useless.
I'm too stubborn to listen cause I always believe one day you will come back to me.
I know you won't.

Its the truth that hurts, but once and for all, you better hurt me deep deep now ! Haha..

Everytime I have to travel to school alone.
I'll get so emo listening to sad songs.
Travel back home alone also very jialat.
See, i so poor thing!
Nobody accompany me to talk.
45mins de journey x2 everyday, really will die ):


You see, I can't even talk to you.
I only can treat blogger as you crazylittleboy.
I've already tried my best not to post things in fb.
I know how it feels like seeing your ex posting so many emo things.
Its irritating right ?

The last time I asked you to go my blog.
I swear it's the last time.
I won't ask you to come and see how much Im missing you again.
I'm not gonna irritate you again ok !

But baobei, wo zhen de hen xiang ni.
dan shi wo shen me dou bu neng zhuo.
Wo zhen de wu neng wei li.

Recently, your fb posted "Im missing you"
I really really hope you're saying about me, I admit.
But hais, it will never be me again...
Maybe in our next life, haha...

Its good to see you moving on anyway.
You're taking your olevel soon.
Hope you can go to a good poly, study hard !
Don't give up. And go clubbing everyday ! :D
Hahaha, no botak for you ok! JIAYOUUUUU

I will accept everything that you can give me okay.
If we're gonna be friends forever, then fine, we'll be friends.
You want to be nice to me, ok, I'd be nice back to you.
You want to treat me like a total stranger, ok, we'll be strangers then.(:

Honestly, I've never loved someone for sucha long time man.
Why are you the first one ??
Its like I'm going crazy over youuuu. Ahh, shit!

Whatever it is, please please remember.
I'd be behind your back ok!
24/7 FOR YOU !

I told Liying,
Can you imagine a guy who sleep with you before.
Watched sunrise for two mornings.
Cab down to chalet just because I really pester him till siao "I WANT TO SEE YOU!"
Go out with my cousins.
And a guy who accompany you to whereever you want to go and he train back alone.
25DAYS TOGETHER JITAO FINISHED W/O SECOND CHANCE.

Really, if I can turn back time.
I wouldn't drink anymore.
GOODBYE MY 2106 !
Cherish the next one babe !
You must not have phobia on girls already ok!

I love you ..